TayORoma1220

May 8, 2005

I love this song!

Foo Fighters

Best Of You




I’ve got another confession to make 
I’m your fool 
Everyone’s got their chains to break 
Holdin’ you 

Were you born to resist or be abused? 
Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you? 
Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you? 

Are you gone and onto someone new? 
I needed somewhere to hang my head 
Without your noose 
You gave me something that I didn’t have 
But had no use 
I was too weak to give in 
Too strong to lose 
My heart is under arrest again 
But I break loose 
My head is giving me life or death 
But I can’t choose 
I swear I’ll never give in 
I refuse 

Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you? 
Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you? 
Has someone taken your faith? 
Its real, the pain you feel 
You trust, you must 
Confess 
Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you? 
Oh... 

Oh...Oh...Oh...Oh... 

Has someone taken your faith? 
Its real, the pain you feel 
The life, the love 
You die to heal 
The hope that starts 
The broken hearts 
You trust, you must 
Confess 

Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you? 
Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you? 

I’ve got another confession my friend 
I’m no fool 
I’m getting tired of starting again 
Somewhere new 

Were you born to resist or be abused? 
I swear I’ll never give in 
I refuse 

Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you? 
Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you? 
Has someone taken your faith? 
Its real, the pain you feel 
You trust, you must 
Confess 
Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you? 
Oh...

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May 7, 2005

"My cone broke..."

...FrIdAy & SaTuRdAY...

Oh yes Friday!

School boo!!

After school Jonathan me had a wonderful Jon Jon and Tay Tay day... went and got his hot fudge cake sundae...went to Target and played, went to Chic-Fil-A so I could leave a note on Rocket's car then went in a talked to everyone and their brother casue they all work these!, also went all the way to Clinton to eat at Micky Ds! went to the park and swung on da swings... he tried to teach me how to throw a flag, which didn't work out, went for a walk, jumped on my trampolene, and just talked it was real fun I loved it.. I love spending time with him cause we always have fun yup wonderful... but then he left my house at like 9:40 to go get Matt from work... then Rocket called me and we talked for a good hour it was nice...

Saturday!

Woke up at 9:30 and got ready.. returned a shirt to Pennys that I didn't like.. went to Target to get a strapless bra, and all that other crap... then Jonathan picked me up at Krogers cause he wanted to hang out... so went to Beat Buy and Guitar Center.. oh my soo many cute mucical boys.. YUM! then went back to Powell around 5 and went to Target again! and went to Sonic again! it was a good time.. then he dropped me off at Baskin Robins to meet Rocket we just had ice cream and talked.. it didn't last that long but it was cool then we took me home.. I don't know if it was a date cause he still has a girlfriend that he was supposed to break up with today.. but oh well.. maybe next time we can go to a movie so it won't be so weird.. but now I'm here and I wanted Jonathan to come over to play but he said he'd call me later.. hope he gets to come over I doubt it through cause he's picking Matt up at 8:30.. boo! yep so that was the last two days..

My summaries bloew...

Called Ruben today it was cute he's so fun to talk to

Last full week of school coming up... god I can't wait for summer break

Wanted to go to some thrift stores this weekend.. didn't happen maybe this week if Tori's off any...

I needa a new job I was thinking about Baskin Robins... that would be easy...

Ok I'm hunry so I'm gonna go eat

Peace out

Tay

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May 5, 2005

Happy Cinco De Mayo!

05.04.05 and 05.05.05

Hola!

Ok lets start with Wednesday cause it was just such a wonderful day I have to tell yall about it!

Wednesday morning dropped the car off in Ingles parking lot...

School boo! 1st me and Justin went down by the band room and danced super fun! and in 3rd I got to watch Shrek super super fun! then then after school went and got da car....

Got to Tori's house and she took me for a ride around the subdivision in her tiny truck holy crap I felt like a giant! its sooo small! but it was cute she killed it once though haha!

Then we got into my car and headed for CiCis! because for 3.99 you get alll the pizza you want well got there and it was 5.99 for what little pizza they had but with me and Tori we had 8 plates on our table when we were down 5 of them being hers.. yeah it sucked

Then went to Krogers for coke I think that was the best part of our whole day.... I guess ya had to be there

Then off to my house we go to play on the trampolene (i know I have to be spelling that wrong!) we drove all the way to my house to play on it for hmm 5 minutes but oh well...

Then drove around for a while I had 102 miles when we started then I only had 50 when I got home where it all went I do not know... oh yeah and my power stering went out so it was a bitch to get home.. but its fixed yay!

Cinco De Mayo!

So today was rather good took my Bio gateway I pray to Mary I passed (I say Mary now to piss people off people like.. Danielle) then 3rd finished our movie... 4th had a shin-dig for yes Cinco De Mayo! the french people were being total bitches about the whole thing cause they think they are better then us..losers! but it was good then after school...

Me, Jama, Mae, and Jim were supposed to go out to eat in the Old City and go to Sun Down in the City but it got canceled cause of rain boo! so we did nothing... took a nap at her house and went to Wal-Mart but Wal-Mart was pretty fun cause we're losers....but yeah all is good..

Now I'm home and waiting for Holly to call me cause she was supposed to talk to this guy for me.. we'll see what happens there..

But I must got my computer is being a bitch

Adios...

Ta_y

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May 3, 2005

"We the Ninja Turtles bitches!"

5.02.05 and 5.03.05

So Monday night....

I talked mom into letting Morgan pick me up at her work and taking me to Singers Show Case...

We and Morgan hung out at her house and has dinner there it was fun... then we met Sara Benson at the school so the show started and I was being my loud mouth self and ok I admit I was real loud but I was just supporting my friends cause I know it makes them less nervous and ya know so 30 minutes into the show this guy taps me on the back and tell me "Your gonna have to stop that, its really getting on our nerves, we're trying to enjoy the show" and ok tay got pissed! ugh he could have been nicer and asked me not to be as loud or something... but stupid old people! but anywho other than that it was really good by the end up it I was super tried and Stephen took me home.. it was a good ride home I liked it...

So got home and texted Stephen for awhile.. we talked about us... it didn't go very far..

Tuesday....

Well took my math gateway which was super easy... and other than that school was boring and pointless...

Came home today and got to see Anth it was nice for him to be home finally he ate dinner with us... and talked.. I don't know when the last time we had a whole family dinner with all of us there...

Ruben came over last night around 3am yeah it was a total surprise but we talked and just sat around... god knows how I haven't gotten caught yet...

I told mom Matt Lamb might need a ride to graduation and she gave me this look like "excuse me" and we said I don't know dad till be comfortable taking him.. ugh she ALWAYS! blames things on my dad when she doesn't want it to happen.. but I said I could maybe follow them down there.. so we'll see what happens there.. I just wanna help...

Me and Tori are hanging out tomorrow I'm super super super excited!

Ok I'm done now... Adios!

Tay

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May 1, 2005

this is who we become

4.30.05 & 5.1.05

Saturday hmmm

Woke up at 9 and went shopping.. got a new sundress yay! and I really didn't need it and I told mom that and she said well you can wear it in Flordia and I asked when am I going ot Flordia and she's said with Jonathan and I told her I didn't even know if that was for sure yet that its still up in the air but she bought it anyways.. but I can wear it to Teak's Graduation.. then I got some fun white karpis and two cute tube tops yay for clothes!

After I got home Stephen came and got me and we went to West Town Mall it was really fun I had a good time I love that kid! we saw Syndey there too yay! then went and saw Tori at work and went by Jonathan's oh and I learn to drive a stick shift go me!!!! all thanks to Stephen well I was an hour late getting home oops and I got bitched at but oh well I had a wonderful time with Stephen....

Sunday!

Well today I got my car back!!!!!!

I got to drive Anth back over to Joey's and I stopped and saw Tori to see if she got off at 6 or 6:30 cause I was supposed to be picking her up... and when I got home I asked him if I could go out and he said no I don't want you driving in the dark boo!! so I cried and bitched till he let me so I went and go Tori she's so cute at work! so focused! and we went to her house then to nasty Taco Bell for din din.. and all the way to Western Ave. to get Tori's clothes out of Letty's car which I don't know why we did it was a big waste of time cause by the time we got back in Powell I had to drop her off cause I had to be home at 8:30 (before it got dark) but we hung out and it was grand...

Now I'm home and sooooo happy by car is fixed the AC doesn't work too well and its two different colors but who cares I don't!

Yeah so I had a real good weekend and her only 3 more weeks for school!!!! 12 more days and two half days!!!

But now to go shave my legs and sit on my ass tootles!!

Tay

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Apr 29, 2005

"Why don't cry about it shortie!"

4.29.05

Well just to give yuns a bit of an update

Got grades today and I'm doing really good all As and Bs go me!

Dating Ruben... which is good but I'm keeping my doors open for certain people

Car is gonna be done by tomorrow yes! so excited I won't have A/C and it might be two different colors but I really don't care at this point

Thinking about going back to Krogers but I'm not too sure.. need to think about that

Ska weekend is tomorrow I might go just to do something but I dunno...

Jonathan has the new Baskstreet Boys CD damn him!!!

Getting my hair cut tomorrow thank god!

Thats it tootles

Tay

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Apr 27, 2005

"What The Fuck?"

"Cemetery Drive"

this night, walk the dead
in a solitary style
and crash the cemetery gates.
in the dress your husband hates
way down, mark the grave
where the search lights find us
drinking by the mausoleum door
and they found you on the bathroom floor

i miss you, i miss you so far
and the collision of your kiss that made it so hard

back home, off the run
singing songs that make you slit your wrists
it isn't that much fun, staring down a loaded gun
so i won't stop dying, won't stop lying
if you want i'll keep on crying
did you get what you deserve?
is this what you always want me for?

i miss you, i miss you so far
and the collision of your kiss that made it so hard

way down, way down
way down, way down
way down, way down
way down, way down

i miss you, i miss you so far
and the collision of your kiss that made it so hard

i miss you, i miss you so far
and the collision of your kiss that made it so hard
made it so hard

way down, way down
way down, way down
way down, way down
way down, way down

way down

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Apr 26, 2005

"Shonky Donkey Donkey!"

4.26.05

I had a really good day today!

So got up this morning and couldn't breath cause yes once again I'm sick... why? who knows I haven't been around anyone who is sick.. it hasn't been cold and it blows so yeah I'm rather pissed about that one

1st period was real fun... the usually
2nd watched a movie...
3rd boo!

Lunch was a bunch of laughs today and I love it
I got picked for PAWS! super excited I know its pretty gay but I need to start joining activities for my college apps. so I was super excited about that plus I was in there with all the smart people and the people who are in everything so gotta be excited about that!
4th was easy gotta gotta gotta GOTTA! study for my test tonight so I can bring my Spanish grade to an A I will kill someone if need be....

So little freshmen come Thursday and I get to give tours hopefully I'll have fun with it no hopefully my partner wouldn't be a complete douche

I was thinking today well about suicide... and ok first off no I'm NOT thinking about it and I'm not gonna do it none of that, but I can completely understand why someone would do it.. cause if your feeling down and like nothing is gonna get better its the quick way out and it fixes all your problems by them not being there and you being in a better place where you can be happy where that might be who knows.. but it makes sense to me but I'm not saying oh if your having a bad day go kill yourself and everything will be ok... I'm just saying to the people who think its WRONG and stupid well fuck you cause you can't understand till you've been that low....

So mom said she was buying the parts for the car this week yay! I beg to God it will be finish this weekend!

Talked to Ruben today well we've been talking about us and thigns and well.. he keeps getting my hopes up and then not following through and well I finally got pissed and I said I'm done with this and he got really pissed and left... so yeah I wasn't too happy about that and I just wanna call him and say sorry but I think I should hold out a day just to make him sweat a bit...

Jason called today too I wasn't gonna talk to him anymore but I think I might...

Yeah I think I'm done now peace out

_Tay

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Apr 24, 2005

List of things to do before I die

1. Graduate highschool
2. Swim with dolphins
3. Go to Europe
4. See my favorite band live

5. Get married
6. Roah trip to Cali
7. Write a song
8. Dye my hair a very different color
9. Sing karaoke
10. Learn to play guitar
11. Go see Oprah
12. Go see Price is Right!
13. Live in Chicago
14. Go to college
15. Learn to do a cartwheel
16. Have kids
17. Get a tattoo
18. Get my nose pierced
19. Skydive
20. Learn to spin on ice skates
21. Go to Ireland
22. Be an extra in a movie
23. Go to an art show

24. Go to New York
25. Go to Canada

26. Do yoga
27. Take an art class
28. Protest against showing
29. Paint something random on a cow while its sleeping
30. See a broadway show
31. Stay up for a full day
32. Crash a wedding
33. Have sex in a library
34. Paint a house

thats all I could think of now but I will add more

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"When Frogs Attack"

So this weekend has been pretty eventful actually not really just fun....

Firday had school but who cares about that other then Adam and Daniel got into a fight that was pretty funny.... but after school we had Jonathan and we went to K25 so the lady could look at Teak's car then Teak dropped me off at Mom's and we went to Kohls and stopped at the store.. then around 7 Jama came over and we played in the rain and ran around outside it was fun..

Saturday went to the sotre with mom I got a real cute shirt at Marshalls so did Jama but Jama's dad picked us up at my house around 12:30 cause we decided to go ice skating..big mistake!

So got to Jama's house and we hung out I played with Jenna and all that good stuff.. then we went to this ice skating place in Karns/Oakridge yay I'm not too sure where it was but it was "Teen Night" and 104.5 was there ok got there it was alright at first then after falling to my death TWICE and Jama falling pretty hard it sucked and there were all these middle school slutty girls walking around with short or skirts and tank tops and all these kids who think there black yay so it blew a huge waste of 10 bucks never again will I go there....ever

Then we got home around 10ish and then we watched some 70s horror movie called Frogs it was funny... and watched home movies so yeah it was a good night there

Woke up at 11:30 today me and Joa were the first up out of everyone then today was nothing special really...

But I did get my trampolene and for free!!!!! yay!

My car didn't get fixed no surprise mom said she didn't have enough money to get the parts I guess since we paid almost all Teak's down payment of his car.. so that blows gotta hope for next weekend though

I realized to some people "love" and I say love like that because its not its lust... but "love" is way more important to then then a best friend and that sucks... and I hate how people change I really do but really you never know who your true friends are till they fuck you over...

SURVEY!

In the last 48-hours have you...

01. Cried: not really cried no
02. Bought something: yup a shirt
03. Gotten sick: no
04. Sang: Yep
05. Eaten: Yes
06. Been kissed: Nope
07. Felt stupid: Of course
08. Met someone new?: yes
09. Talked to an ex: yep
10. Missed an ex: yep
11. Talked to someone you have a crush on: I don't have a crush really
12. Missed someone: yes
13. Hugged someone: Yes
14. Fought with your parents: surprisingly no

Social Life:

01. Best girl friend: Tori and Jama

02. Best guy friend: Jonathan
03. Boyfriend/Girlfriend: nada
04. Hobbies: I really don't have a hobbie is that bad?
05. Pager: do i have one? no
06. Are you center of attention or the wallflower: pleasantly in the middle
07. What type automobile do you drive: sable thats right bitches!

08. Would you rather be with friends or on a date: friends
10. Do you have a job: Not at the moment, but I will very soon
11. Do you attend church: nope
12. Do you like being around people: yes i do

Personal:

01. Who is your role model: i don't think i have of those either
02. What are some of your pet peeves: stupid people, rude people, most people yeah

03. Have you ever liked someone you had no chance with: of course
04. Do you have a "type" of person you always go after: not really no
05. Have you ever cried over the opposite sex: numerous times

06. Have you ever lied to your best friend(s): probly :(
07. Ever wanted to get revenge on someone because they hurt you: yes and I have too

08. Rather have a relationship or a "hookup": Relationship
09. Want someone you don't have right now: not really I'm happy with my status
10. Ever liked your best girl friend: uh no
11. Do you want to get married: yes
12. Do you want kids: Sure do, 2 or 3 of them
13. Do you believe in psychics: No
14. Do you believe you know the person whom you will marry at this point in time: no
15. What is your favorite part of your physical appearance: my smile or my eyes
16. What is your favorite part of your emotional being: i have a wonderful personality
17. Are you happy with you: Sometimes
18. Are you happy with your life: For the most part

Current

[Current Clothes ] jeans and a sweater
[ Current Mood ] mellow
[ Current Music ] girl fight!

[ Current Hair ] straighten and uh brown
[ Current Annoyance ] a perosn
[ Current Desktop Picture ] Star Wars thanks to my lovely bro

[Current Book you're reading] nada

[ Current CD in CD Player ] The Used In Love or Death
[ Current Color Of Toenails ] pink
[ Current Refreshment ] straweberry flavored water
[ Current Worry ] my car

last car ride: home from Jama
last kiss: Thurs night
good cry: Don't remember the date
last library book checked out: I have no clue
last movie seen: Frogs!
last food consumed: pretzel
last phone call: JONATHAN
last tv show watched: not sure

last time showered: 12 this morning

last shoes slippers
last thing written: a letter to Waylon
last IM: Ryan
last ice cream eaten: uh not sure
last time amused: Brandon playing with the cat
last time hugged: yesterday by Jama
last chair sat in: the cimputer chair which i'm in right now
last time dancing: yesterday with Jenna

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